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[protivvyter]

1. I am currently wearing a bowl of frosting on my head. I do not regret any of my life choices leading to this moment.

2. Sometimes I get confused on who I really actually know and who's lives I just know everything about via internet. It's a fine line.

3. Accidentally made a bowl of mac and cheese with a bottle of vodka. It's not that bad.

4. Or, ya know, text him.

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[on_ur_left]

... Sleep? Yeah, forget I typed that. Binge TV shows. Have you seen I Love Lucy yet? Or Star Trek?

[protivvyter]

[ Bucky is going to ignore that, because Steve knows why he doesn't sleep. ]

Not Lucy, not yet. But I'm on Star Trek Next Generation right now.

[on_ur_left]

[ There's a long pause before the text finally appears. Steve is choosing his words carefully, hesitating and deleting until he's satisfied that it's worded as painlessly as it's possible. Sometimes it's easy to be blasé about it, and sometimes he can barely even type the words out without a lump forming in his chest, discussing everything he - they - missed. ]

I started close to the years just after the war, kind of going in chronological order.

[protivvyter]

[ Bucky grimaces. There are years he wants to forget, that he remembers in blood and a gunshot. ]

I think I'm working backward. Except for Bogart. Him I went straight through on.